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A shear grief
that I have swallowed
by every passing minutes of late night ;
A fire
that I have felt coaxing my soul;
Fear , insecurity
and a glass of agony ;
I have seen things roaming
across the stars shining down
from love to agony
from agony to apathy
from apathy to hatred
from hatred to hostility
from hostility to abhorrence .
And love again with morning sunny rays
yet grief sustains , fire sustains , fear sustains .

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